hiya ladies,
well, not only did af arrive after every boody symptom under the sun (even 1s u cant imagine ) but my car was broken into and theyve stolen all my stereo.my speakers and my bass box and my entire parcel shelf (my speakers were attached) theyv also took an old flag, which was all threadbear but it had a lot of sentimental value.
im gutted
and now my power stearings broke,i have some blood tests 2day but the hospital is quite far and billy normally drives my death trap of a car but he is working so im so scared.
i just cant believe it, from now on im not geting hopefull, im not even going to think ill be pregnant, i mean it was a long shot anyway with billys *****.
oh well, girls i hope ur weekends were a lot better than mine,
love u all as always xxxxx
sorry chick, i menat af DID arrive xxxxx
oh my 15months nearly 
u know, i give up, im going to buy myself a nice sports car lol, that can be my baby *** (im going mad, i really am) xxx
awww hunni, i know how u feel.....i just wish we could magic a healthy baby...oh well, i hope ur results come back ok, ill be thinking of ya xxx
I know this question 4 girls but i hope that ain't true ! If so sorry to hear about that !
And my weekend was better than expected!
Friday - had a good drink
saturday - I had no hangover and everything went good for me but nothing special.
Sunday - I was expecting a good game of football which I never got to play but i had a nice sleep to end the weekend
oh hon Im so sorry and really feel for you!! Dont give up on the baby front it will happen!!! Just doesnt feel like that now..there is so much that can be done dont give up hope x
Oh chicken *hugs*. Sorry to hear that. Don't be scared, i'll be with you... in spirit
) *hugs*.
*sigh*.
My weekend was awful - i'm ill with the worst cold i've had in a while - sore throat, tickly cough, headache, body aches...... I just want to stay in bed. Lol. Plus my bestest friend is having a rough time at uni she was having a cry down the phone I just wanted to give her a massive hug
oo hunni..
I had to edit my answer as I read your question wrong...
But good luck at the hospital.. x
Hi there,
I have been reading your posts and I know your story girl. I myself have been trying to conceive for about 5 months now and so far I had 6 disappointing AFs show up and almost ten times NEGATIVE HPTs. I am sorry to hear all those bad things that happened to you over the weekend but please do not be so disappointed and PLEASE do not give up! You should never lose your hopes of having a baby. Just believe in it and you will. It might take longer than you expect but it will definitely happen one day. I know a couple who did not lose their hopes for ten years and now they have a lovely baby girl, just because they kept trying. They served an example for me and deep inside I now have a hope myself too that everything can be achieved through hope and belief. I myself want a baby more than anything right now and even though I and my husband have been unsuccessful yet. We have not yet been to the doctors so we do not know if we are fertile orinfertilee couple, but I want to wait at least 10 months before we open the doctors door. So Laula, please do not put your hands down and keep trying in every way you can, I know you can do it!!!!! WIshing you TONS of BABY DUST NEXT MONTH!!!!
awwww laula x so sorry that af arrived. i've been testing like a nutter all weekend, still bfn- af should arrive in due course i suspect. scunnered with ttc- so bloody monotonous, mainly because i can already guess the result, arghhhhhhhh
((( hope to be getting my results back soon for my first months sample about the tumour. hope its ok and i've got a mate who doesn't give a damn that i already have enough on my plate, i've asked her to leave me alone for a few days- and all she does is ring and text that she wants her bf back, oh my. sorry to hear bout your weekend
Sorry hun my Af came on Saturday too gutted!
sorry to hear about all that but least your insured thats the main thing, i know it's an aggravation now but you'll get it all back.
Keep chin up hun it will happen for us, stay positive and positive things will come our way. Love and baby dust. xxxx
mine came today im gutted too but it will happen! chin up good luck my love x
oh sweet heart thats just so ****!
hang in there, good things will come your way!
remember the power of positive thinking!
i know how it goes, i really want my BFP soon,
life is just not dealin us any good cards either.
Have faith hun, hang in there and know you have my support!
baby dust!!!!!
awww ****. i hope you get the baby you want, its so hard i know.
I have lost 3 babies and 1 abortion which i totally will regret for the rest of my life and even when im dead! lol.
anyways the last baby i miscarried i took into the hospital and they are testing that. also me and my partner had blood tests.
I will get the results on the 25th march.
I feel like me and my partner will not be able to have a baby on are own and will have to use medical assistance or will not have a baby atall.
Dont give up girl ! You will get that baby just keep trying and keep getting help from the docs.
I am not going to give up unless i have like another 5 miscarriages (i hope i dont have that many.)
Goodluck trying for a baby, i hope you get one !!!! xXxXxXxXxXxXx
Thats horrilble what happened to you over the weekend...Don't give up on your dream of being a mother, because you're still young and it will happen when you least expect it.Don't stress out as hard as it sounds, I know how you feel because I am in the same shoes as you are.TTC# 2 for 6 months. I hope you get your much anticipated BFP soon!
What a bad weekend in deed I'm so sorry for some reason I was thinking it was going to be your month I'm preying everything gets better ! I had my power stearings go out what a pain in the but it's best if your moving then try to turn the wheel when moving if that makes since to you I'm preying that everything turns ok a little better .
hey laula,
sorry to hear bout your horrible weekend i think its just Murphy's law when ur having a bad day everything that can go wrong will go wrong.. its the start of a new week and a new month so head up girly x
ive been following ur posts (but never answered any) so have been keeping track wit wats going on with u n billy, honestly u prob dont know it but ur an Inspiration to loads of us TTC ladies! ur always so positive n wishing everyone so much support n baby dust to all on here when u are going through such a rough time... ive been ttc for 8 months have a sneaking suspicion i have PCOS but i have been putting off going to the doctor for fear of the results...i know it may sound daft but im one of those birds who sticks their head in the sand!
anyway i just wanna wish u tonnnnnnes n tonnnnnes of baby dust to u and billy!!! maybe ur car is a sign to get a new one!!!!
good luck hun n thanks again for all the positivity u bring!!! x x x x
I'm so sorry!
Hang in there!
Poor thing! I feel for you. I'm nearing the end of my TWW (well, actually my 12-day wait) right now and I'm afraid yet again I've had no luck and ugly AF will show her face! Wicked witch... why can't she just stay away for nine months? Hopefully things will start looking up for you soon. It's is terrible to go through every month just thinking that maybe this can be your month. Regardless of your problems or other barriers with TTC, there is always some story out there from someone else saying it happened to me or don't worry, it does happen. So, that gives us hope and we carry on thinking... maybe this month it will be me! I'm completely fed up with it all, but can's stop. No matter how much I want to follow the advice of those that say just quite trying and it will happen it's nearly impossible for me. Good luck at your doctor's appointment and keep your head up! Keep us all posted on what the Doctors have to say. I've got an appointment on March 9th... so hopefully I'll find out something soon. Though I've only been trying for 8 months, I fully intend to demand some kind of information being that my luteal phase (without supplements and such) is only 10 days long! Good luck sweetheart and hopefully things will change for the better soon. TONS of baby dust and ***** dust your way.
Oh don't talk to me about periods! had a 24 day cycle last month its now day 29 and nothing, i didn't ovulate this month so i take it that's the problem. It would be nice if i were to think oh am i pregnant!? no chance we didn't get jiggy on at the right time! life is tough at times but chin up xxx
awww hunni im so sorry...i was convinced you were pregnant!!!
i hope ur ok hun!!
**BIG**CUDDLES**
lots of baby dust coming your way hun...il send you mine, its the truck with the big pink bow on!!!!!!!
I know how you feel!!!
My AF came again bang on time and my stupid Husband borrowed my car and managed to make 2 massive dents in the doors!!
So this weekend im going out on the **** and taking his credit card with me!!!.
Chin up! x
I loved Sarah's answer! LOL..
Anyway..
I am very sorry to her about all that some people are so cruel on this planet honestly! I **** to say I had a really really good weekend, I went to Bridlington again to see my friends and forget about Ruby.
I got hammered everyday. It helped me. You need a good night out!
I'm back at work tommorow at 7am!!! So I'm very very very sad today. I did a pregnancy test which had the faintest line EVER I think it's just an evaporation line im going nuts.
You're not the only one who feels like you do huni. I have been trying for a baby for a long time too now.. Think its about the same time as you, but obviously I have been pregnant a lot of times in between. It's not getting pregnant thats my problem its staying pregnant.
Anyway Im sorry I really hope your appointment at hosptial goes well. I really feel for you because you deserve a baby so much. Don't give up hun xxx
Oh hunny i bet you feel like the whole world is just ganging up on you now dont you?
Try not to let these people get you down! They must have been pretty low down losers to even steal an old flag! Pathetic scum!!
Well AF is due 2day for me but no sign of her yet
fingers crossed she doesnt come!! i am just taking the spotting at the begining of the month as AF as HPT's were negative but if she doenst come 2day then off i go buying yet another HPT i should buy shares in them lol.
Sending you all the love and hugs in the world!!!
Good luck hunny - mind keep your chin up sweetie!
xxxxxx
Ohhh hunni i am sorry. People can be sooo stupid. I don't understand why people have to take things that are not theirs! Neways I hope that AF doesn't return again for 9 months! I REALLY DO!!!! TONS OF BABY DUST UR WAY LIL LOLA!!!!!!!!!!!! 33